Hate to Love

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  Table of Contents

  Copyright and Disclaimer

  Title Page

  Book Description

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Epilogue

  A Note from the Author

  Accidentally Royal (Sample)

  About the Author

  Hate to Love

  R.S. Lively

  Whatever you do, don’t fall for the big bad wolf.

  Big, tattooed, and super powerful.

  The papers say to stay away from the wolf with the Romeo eyes.

  Shane, the football star who betrayed my brother and forgot about me...

  The shy, quiet girl with glasses, and a huge crush.

  I hate that gorgeous b@stard.

  But staying away from him isn’t easy.

  Forced to work together.

  My job was to reform this arrogant bad boy’s image.

  Instead I fell for him, my brother’s _ex_-best friend.

  He took my heart, and my virginity.

  By mistake I ended up pregnant.

  My once simple life? Complicated.

  And just when things couldn’t get worse…

  Everything went wrong.

  Chapter One

  Julie

  Rubber Duckie, you're the one. You make bath time lots of…

  "Alright, duck. I'll level with you. You aren't the best bath time companion, and I don't know if I would jump right to 'fun' when describing you. Actually, I was creeped the hell out when I found you and your big eyes stuck to my bathroom wall. But, right now, you're kind of my only friend, so let's talk."

  I sink down deeper into my bath, staring up at the giant rubber adhesive duck stuck to the shower wall above my head. It was there when I moved into my new apartment three days ago. It is one of the many reasons why I will now advise people to never move into an apartment they haven’t seen. I didn’t really have much choice, though. The first day of my new job is tomorrow, and the move from Virginia to Pennsylvania was rushed, to say the least. I was so excited by the guaranteed PR rep position waiting for me here that I started packing before I even realized I also needed somewhere to live. Turns out a big element of moving to a new city is having a place to move to, and that's not easy when you have less than two weeks to pull it off. Enter this little apartment and my new waterfowl friend.

  The landlord left the key under the front mat for me. That should have been my first clue. I told myself it was welcoming and homey. Now that I’m here, it’s more likely that he took the deposit I mailed him and went into hiding before I had a chance to realize this place is nothing more than a glorified efficiency hotel room.

  "There is no way I’m going to tell my brother that I didn't meet the landlord or see the apartment before mailing in the deposit. This is the kind of yuppy behavior he's warned me against since I was old enough to first consider moving away from home. Since our parents died when I was in high school, it’s only been the two of us, so I try not to worry Joe too much. This impulsive decision might not have been the best for that."

  My rubber duckie buddy, still smelling faintly of the bleach I doused him with after discovering how comfortable he is with his spot on the wall, looks receptive to our conversation, so I continue.

  "I have to make this job work. It's my dream job. I've been waiting almost five years to land it. Since I first got out of college. The boss seems impressed by me already. At least, I hope he is since he gave me the job. But, that’s just one person. I have to impress everyone else in the office, too. I have to be on my game from the second I walk in there and show them that I'm worth the leap of faith Mr. Bronson took when he hired me." Rubber Duckie's eyes seem to meet mine questioningly. "Why? Because I burned more bridges than the Vikings when I left Virginia. I went on an I'm-better-than-you tour that stopped just short of me dancing topless, proclaiming that I was off to a grand and glamorous life. I refuse to crawl back to those people. If I'm not fantastic at this job, it will only prove that all the people who told me I'd never amount to anything after Mom and Dad died were right. Joe has been taking care of me for years now. He shouldn't have to keep doing it. I'm an adult now, and I need to do this on my own."

  I glance down at my fingertips, which are wrinkled and pruney now. Pulling the plug out of the drain, I stand to climb out of the tub.

  "Thank you for listening."

  I slip into a pair of boyshorts and an oversized t-shirt that serve as my pajamas and slip between my sheets. It's not so much a bed yet, as it is my mattress lying on the floor with my box springs tilted precariously against the wall. Eventually, I'll get around to putting it all together. Over the last few days, I've had other priorities take up most of my time, like getting my kitchen organized, wandering around the neighborhood to orient myself, and finding clean underwear in my hastily packed boxes.

  Setting my phone alarm to wake me up three hours before I need to be at work, so I can be early, I tuck it under my pillow, close my eyes, and will myself to get some sleep.

  The next morning...

  "Excuse me, what?"

  I stare at the blue-haired receptionist behind the desk in the gleaming marble lobby of the office building. The look was a touch startling when I first walked in. Not that I haven't seen blue hair before. More because it sits atop a very stern-looking middle-aged woman, and I have trouble reconciling her look with the concept of a business dress code. This is not the blue of the little ladies who sit in the beauty shop back home and gossip while their scalps pickle in the same dye they've used for decades. This is a shade never found in nature, reminiscent of a blueberry slush.

  Now I couldn't care less if she was sitting there naked. I'm staring at her hoping I've heard her wrong.

  "I don't have your name on my list," she repeats.

  I blink at her.

  "Can you please check again?" I ask.

  She looks at the computer screen in front of her and makes a feeble show of clicking her mouse a few times.

  "Nope," she sighs.

  "I don't think you actually looked," I snap.

  "Miss, I’m sorry, but I know what I'm doing here. Every appointment that happens in this building goes through me first, and I didn't put a Julie Jacobs down for an appointment at any point, much less today."

  I stare at the woman, whose name she never bothered to offer, for a few more seconds, before I collapse against the counter.

  "Can you please just check one more time?" I beg. “I can’t believe this.”

  Something
in the back of my mind and the bottom of my gut is telling me that getting my curling iron stuck in my hair this morning, in an ill-conceived effort to give my stick-straight hair more personality, is not the worst thing that will happen today. Blueberry Slush is looking at me like I might as well still have the curling iron attached to my head, but finally, she turns back to her computer monitor. I watch carefully to make sure she is actually reviewing her list, and my stomach drops as I see her shake her head.

  "You aren't on the list," she says. "There is no appointment listed for you today, this week, this month, or in the foreseeable future."

  I'm starting to feel desperate.

  "This isn’t possible,” I say. "Mr. Bronson himself gave me the job. He told me to be here today."

  "I don't know what to tell you," she says, but the look on her face tells me otherwise.

  Somehow, I feel this isn't the first time a woman has come to her desk and proclaimed herself the new hire but didn't show up on the all-important list.

  "I moved here from Virginia three days ago," I say. "Literally everything hinges on this position."

  "I'm sorry," she says. I see something that resembles compassion in her eyes. "Maybe there was some sort of miscommunication. I'll call Mr. Bronson and have him come down here to meet you. He can be a little forgetful sometimes, so if this all happened that fast, maybe he just didn't tell me."

  She reaches for the phone on her desk, and I let out a long breath. I know she's lying to humor me. But if she calls him to come down here, at least I’ll have a chance to talk to him and remind him of our conversation.

  "Yes, Mr. Bronson," she says into the phone. "If you have a minute, could you come down here? Yes, it's important." She pauses for a second. "Thank you."

  As soon as the phone is back on the cradle, she turns back to the computer, keeping her eyes away from me. Time slips past silently. Finally, I lean forward toward her.

  "I'm Julie," I say.

  Her eyes lift to me.

  "I know," she says.

  She looks back at the screen, and I wait a few more seconds.

  "What's your name?" I ask.

  She looks up at me again.

  "Flora," she says slowly as if she isn't sure what's happening.

  I nod.

  "That's a nice name." I glance over at the elevator. "How far up in the building is his office?"

  "All the way up."

  "Oh. That's pretty far."

  "Especially when you don't use the elevator," she said.

  "Does he not use the elevator?"

  "He does."

  "Then why would you say that?"

  "Why would you tell me your name when you already have twice?"

  I glare at her as I pull away from the counter, resigned to the idea that I will not be adding Flora to my Christmas card list anytime soon. I'm roaming through the virtually empty marble lobby, willing myself to stay calm. Finally, I hear the elevator let out a cheerful little ding, and the gleaming bronze-colored doors glide open. Mr. Bronson walks out, heading directly toward Flora.

  "What do you need, Flora? I have a busy morning ahead of me today."

  "That's actually what I called about," she says.

  I see her nod toward me, and I take a few steps closer to him.

  "Good morning, Mr. Bronson."

  He turns to look at me, and I see a distinctly empty look in his eyes.

  That can't be a good thing.

  "Um, hello."

  I can almost hear the gears turning in his head as he searches for some shred of memory of me.

  "Julie," I say. "Julie Jacobs. From the picnic?"

  There's another few awkward seconds, and then his eyes widen. The watery green orbs seem to bulge slightly, and I can only imagine he remembered stepping up behind me in the buffet line at the alumni picnic a week ago. He struck up a conversation with me as we both reached for the fried chicken, and by the time we got to the little individual cups of strawberry shortcake, he was regaling me with stories about his successful PR firm in Philadelphia.

  "Oh," he says, and I notice a flush of color seep through his thinning hair, then disappear. "Yes. Good to see you, Julie. What brings you to the area?"

  I feel like I've been punched in the chest.

  "I have an appointment with you," I say.

  "Are you on the list?" he asks. He looks at Flora. "Is she on the list?"

  "No," Flora says.

  "You're not on the list," he says.

  I really tried to keep it together since I first walked into the lobby and was told I didn’t have an appointment. I really did. Now, though, I've heard the word 'list' just one time too many, and my curling iron headache has returned. I take three long strides toward Mr. Bronson.

  "What do you mean, I'm not on the list? I don't care about any stupid list. You told me to be here today to start my new job."

  "Your new…" his voice trails off, then his face cracks into a smile. "Oh, Julie. I can't believe you actually came."

  "Excuse me?"

  Mr. Bronson moves his somewhat wobbly body toward me in a movement I can only describe as a half-swagger.

  "You're so sweet," he says. "You really thought there was a job for you here, didn’t you, Sweetheart?"

  "...Excuse me?"

  "Let me tell you something, Jules," he says as he closes the distance between us to less than a foot. "Girls like you with big dreams come a dime a dozen. You're so innocent and trusting. You say you're strong and independent, and that you want to take care of yourself, but in the end, you all want the same thing."

  I can feel hot anger burning in my stomach. I hate when people call me Jules.

  "And what do you think that is?" I ask.

  "A big strong man to remind you what you should be doing."

  He reaches forward like he's going to stroke my face, and I recoil from him.

  "What's that supposed to mean?" I ask, disgusted.

  "Most cute little career Barbies will do almost anything that might give them a shot at a successful future. I have to admit, I thought you were going to be an easy source of entertainment that night. You don't exactly strike me as the kind of woman who dates much."

  "I'm not following you…"

  Mr. Bronson laughs.

  "Usually the girls who I mention jobs to are so excited, they hop right into my lap. Then I let them down easy. I've never had anyone be upset. Like I said, I remind them of what a woman is supposed to do."

  "You promised me a job," I hiss through gritted teeth. "You said it was guaranteed."

  "No," Mr. Bronson said. "Not at all. You'll remember I mentioned to you that I own a PR firm. You said you always dreamed of being a PR rep, and I asked if you could start on Monday."

  "And I asked if you were offering me a position."

  "And I told you I guaranteed you would love the position I had in mind for you."

  The smirk on his face makes my stomach turn as the realization of what he actually meant sank in. What a creep.

  "Why didn't you say anything when I walked away from you at the picnic?"

  "I figured you didn't feel like playing after all, so I turned my attention to finding another midnight snack to pass the time before my early flight back here. I never thought you would actually show up today. Honestly, I completely forgot all about you."

  I'm stunned. Never in my life have I felt speechless before, but at this moment, I am so angry and sickened that I feel like I've lost touch with all socially appropriate words in my vocabulary. The only words that come to mind wouldn’t sound too great echoing off the marble around me.

  "You can't be serious," I finally manage to say. "Do you know what I went through to take this position? I liquidated all my savings. I sold almost all my belongings. I moved into a piece of shit apartment because it was the only thing available on such short notice."

  "Well, Jules, I don’t know what to say. Welcome to Pennsylvania."

  He flashes me a smile and turns toward the elevator.
All I can do is give a mirthless laugh.

  Just wait until Rubber Duckie hears this shit.

  Five days later…

  "Are you going to sue him?"

  The girl in front of me, smacking her wad of gum, looks like she should be in first-period Biology right now. She's intently fascinated by everything I say and seems to think the two of us live in a made-for-TV movie where I’m the heroine, standing up against the evils of humanity. She also happens to be my new coworker, Bindi.

  "No," I say.

  "Why not?" Bindi asks.

  I finish filling the coffee maker and wipe my hands on my apron.

  "What should I sue him for? Embarrassing the hell out of me? Putting me in a shitty financial position? Making me feel like an absolute fool?"

  "Sexual harassment?"

  "Oh."

  Damn.

  "Don't you think he should pay for what he did?"

  I don't even want to think about what he did, much less talk about it. I don't know why I even told her in the first place.

  "Honestly, he didn't really do anything. He was creepy, but I'm the idiot who picked up my entire life to move here without having anything concrete."

  "You shouldn't be so hard on yourself."

  I want to believe her, but it's hard when I’ve had to swap my business professional attire for ill-fitting khakis and an apron, just to sling coffee for minimum wage.

  "Look, I'm really angry at what he did. It sucks. It was a slimy, disgusting move. But I can't spend a lot of time thinking about it."

  "Why not?"

  "Because right now, I'm more preoccupied with surviving. It's not an option to go back to my hometown. I didn't leave there on the best terms, and I definitely didn't receive any support or well-wishes on my way out. I've got to make it work here. I thought that was going to mean my dream job. Instead, I have embodied one of my least favorite words in the English language. I… am a barista."

  "Well," Bindi says, her round, blue eyes starry and sincere. "At least you're working in a big office building."